Bored

Yes, I am bored. There are times I really miss not working right now. However, once the Abilify kicks in, I'm hoping I'll get some of my energy and drive back. I have a whole list of things to do that I'm not doing.

Not sleeping too well lately, either. Only got 4 hours of sleep last night and a short nap today.

Good news is that I didn't buy anything online today. Really trying to break that habit - a bad habit at that. Figured out that it is another impulsive habit of mine and one that comes from the need for perfection. The perfect pair of shoes. The perfect lipstick. The perfect pair of jeans. Everything has to be perfect.

Also, I really miss my mom. There are so many things I want to talk to her about. Kids, talk to your parents before they get too old and pass away.